Need a spanking

Today I cussed out a few people for just being idiots. I have had enough of people lying on me and saying they gave me stuff that they didn't. So today I went ape shit on everyone. I know it was not right but I felt much a better after doing it.

My punishment

Yesterday, I was punished for using bad lanugage and loosing my temper. Now I have a very sore bottom and I am have difficulty sitting. I think I have learn my lesson. I will not cuss Papa out again no matter how bad I want too.

Spanking

My mouth has gotten me into trouble again and now Papa will spank me again on Monday. I cussed him via text message and he informed me that he will see me on Monday. Well, I knew what that meant. I was in deep trouble. I know what I did was wrong but it felt so good doing. Papa will lecture me but I will ignore as ususal. I know last night I was being a major brat but Papa knows I am a major brat and knows how to handle my attitude.

Being a Brat

Being a brat is a full time job for me. I know what I am suppose to be doing but procrastinate I  in doing it. This is where a good strict disciplinarian would come in handy but no one is willing to conquer a major brat like me. I hope some day I can fine someone to tame me and turn me into a very good girl. I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work. This is true about finding someone to spank me and love me.

New School

I have started a new school and now I face that I need more motivation to get school work done. I know a could use a good spanking. As of today everyone is either too busy or out of town. So I guess I will just slack off for now.

A well earned spanking

I have a well earned spanking coming tomorrow. I have been goofing off in school, I slap my mother, and I have been lazy about cleaning my house. Now, Papa has had enough of my misbehaving and is going to punish me severely tomorrow. Papa told he was very disappointed in me because of how I have behave since he been out of town. My bottom is going to hate me tomorrow but right now I am going to enjoy being able to sit.I wish I could go back in time and erase my bad behavior, too late now. I wonder if I can disappear tomorrow? mmmmmmmmmmmmm not going to happen.

The Papa spanking from hell

I know Papa is coming tomorrow to spank me. I also know that I have done somethings that a 35 year old woman should never do. I have learn that I need to learn how to control my temper much better. I know can get through my spanking tomorrow. I know I will be sore but it is a small price to pay instead of the bigger price which is loosing my children and jail time. I will accept my punishment and take responsibility for my actions. Next time I will think before I react.